sigh sigh sigh

Hello! ahhhhhh after audition i feel so relieved and sad..sad why? yeah one of the judges stop me halfway and i dont know why~i was a bit disappointed..but i think they dont need actor/actress like me..i might try audition for YG entertainment..MIGHT..BTW I'VE RECEIVED MY LENS AND ITS SO CHIBI(small in jap) problem after problem..but i will wear it although its kind of uncomfortable~Eli im so sad i cant meet you yet..but i will SOON! wait for me(like he will wait for me -.-;) Eli why are so handsome and tall?haha so random~~

WTH MY AUDITION IS TOMORROW?! WAHHHHHHHHH NERVOUS+EXCITED~~~I WILL TRY MY BEST!! KALYSTA,MIKO,YIAN NI AND KEITH LET'S DO IT!!!

*sighs*

My lens will be arriving by this week yay! and i wont be in Singapore this week starting from thursday yayyyyy! -.-; why must it arrive this week?! gosh! nevermind luckily i will be back after one week~~currently im obsessed with Orange Caramel song, Aing~♥ ooh how cute the outfits are~~^____^

Hello all~~i've been watching K-ON these few days~~i love it cause the drawing and the music is sooo nice~~5 girls,1 band..Mio,Yui,Mugi,Ritsu and new member Azu(with H will be Hazu xD) my fav. song is fuwa fuwa time and love is like a stapler~~hehe Kalysta please buy a bunny so i can play with it~~ ♥

Hey guys! im going to Malaysia tomorrow in the evening ^_____^ that starhub commercial keep on popping out!! irritating much!! how to remove it?gosh! well finally i've send the application~i choose Acting..Sorry Annie..i cant sing that well~~:( they say that JYP dont need dancers..i feel sorry to those who apply for dancing~ *sighs*

Yay! my idol so handsome ♥ hmm i've been thinking whether to act or sing~~~but i like both!! if act must use all you energy to make it look like its real~if sing you have to get the notes right~~~which is better? i dont know~~

Jonghyun and Shin Se Kyung...

Finally Jonghyun is with Shin Se Kyung LOL! such an awkward couple xD but luckily i didn't like Jonghyun that much already :DD i hope they last long~~hope the other members except for Onew have partners too hehe~~

My brand new selcas!! well im not that happy for now :( i wanna meet SNSD,SHINee and Ft island so badly TT.TT but well i don't earn enough money to pay for their concert~~~how i wish i can meet Sooyoung and Sunny and SONG SEUNG HYUN!!

I MISS MY BABY!!

Baby ah..i miss you so much!! i always saw you but you seems like you don't even know me =( please recognize me~~even though you always bite and scratch me in the past,but you are still the most adorable pet i've ever known.. ♥ you!!

Dear blog....i've been practicing singing :) but im still singing guys song ;)) so wish me luck alright :DD i miss Super Junior Leeteuk~~ ELI GET WELL SOON OKAY?? HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER NOW :D

Nottaeme jakkuman nae gaseumi~~~ yeah i wanna learn their dance!! it's healthy LOL! who wanna join? hehe i need 2 more..and i wanna be SUZY!! Those who wanna join must know how to do hand stand LOL! *my brothers know how to do it* 좋아 가자 구 해!

Dear blog..how much longer must i endure this? it's killing me in the inside..can someone help me? i need a warm hug..please understand us dear parents~

It's been a year since i last play the swing.. Feel like playing swing again ♥ shall we? :D

ULZZANG VS VISUAL KEI Picture: -Park Jae Hyun -Miyavi

두통이 떠나주세요 ..

Beautiful scenery..it's at some place in zoo..but it looks like ghost place LOL! my head is so heavy~i didn't know why..T-T maybe i didn't sleep well..anyway,just now,my brother and i play the game wrestling on our XBOX 360..omg i didn't know to play! and i look at the manual given..oh so that's the button i need to press..hmm i see..x button to attack..analog stick to walk..hehehe.. xD mum cook chicken rice today..want some? 맛있어~~ 안녕! ♥

..........HAI DESUUUU.............

Front View Back View ME! Dear blog... why do i always imagine things before going to sleep? like meeting kpop artist in random place and take pictures and shake hands with them >.< i hope one day it came true LOL! yesterday,i imagine that SME came to Singapore and visit Action City in Vivo City..and i was working..and Jessica from SNSD came to my section and ask me what's this(the product i'm promoting) and i told her about it..and she seems interested and she call Sunny and Sooyoung..and they were amazed..OMG! btw it was just a imagination LOL! and Sunny show her cuteness calling for punch and Sooyoung sign me an Autograph xD then i saw SHINee approaching our shop and they have lots of lots of BODYGUARDS! and i saw U-KISS too and i was like ....... when i saw ELI!! haha! he was so hot!!but too bad it was just a imagination =( I wish it was real...imagine when you saw ur idol right in front of ur very eyes oooooo isn't it great?and that certain idol is ur fav. how do you feel? its like a dream..but i saw idols before that is SHINee!! but i saw them on small tv at Lot 1 shopping mall =( i hope i can see them LIVE maybe this coming December,im gonna meet MBLAQ !! if their fan meet tickets is cheap ^.^ Alright now..gotta go! ja~ne ♥ ♥ ♥

New Skin!!

HELLO! yay! finally new blog skin..i wanna use other colours beside PINK but this one is quite pretty hahaha~i will change again soon~check this out..cool! Chansung ♥

Hello! if you look closely at my face,my eyes is swollen O.o LOL! i didn't know what happen~and why is my skin is so pale?LOL!must eat more meat i guess!hmm i watch ulzzang shidae yesterday and OMG Dohweji is sooooooooooo pretty!but she did her eyelids but she's still pretty!and even Joon yeon praise her ^.^ and Younggi was defeated LOL! anyways why Taehyeon is like don't want to treat Younggi nicely?she's quite funny and yet Taehyeon keeps on bullying her LOL! poor Younggi~~NABBEUN NAMJA! *merong* LOL! ok goodnight all! ♥ ♥ ♥

나는 파트너

Hello~>3> im so boreeeeeeeeeeeeeed! i want a partner like a real partner cause i've never EVER had a partner T-T i want to try to have one~what is it like and how it feels like seriously~and how do we talk like..is it like normal or the feeling is different?and when we go out,how do we take pictures together?how do we pose?argh why am I asking these all?-.-" i'm just curious~and sometimes i imagine what will I do if i have a guy partner xD hahaha~what will he call me and what nickname should he put in his phone for me LOL!i wonder~~~GOSH! and and don't forget what pictures of me will he save in his phone OMG!! >///< This is soooooooooo embarrassing! i'm 17 and sometimes,guys keep on smiling at me and i didn't smile back~maybe that's the cause of it?ahahhaha i'm so immature...i want to be mature but the thing is,i like to kid around~maybe i'll change after i have found my guy partner =) Right?hehehhehe ok now gtg ♥ Look at Leeteuk~he look so manly xD

Playful Kiss

Look at Kim hyun joong face~he looks boring~LOL! Hello~im here to update again~lets see..my mum is in Malaysia right now..and i don't know when will she be back.. :(

currently im watching Playful Kiss~it's the korean ver. of Itazura na Kiss(Anime) AWESOME!highly recommended! Kim Hyun Joong is so hot!! >.< but his character is a cold person =.= still,he's HOT!! LOL! in BOF also he act as a cold person..wth? maybe he suits that character :D Well..well..Should we go to the movies or Seoul Garden?gosh i want both!! maybe Seoul Garden first?hehehe..foods comes first right? xD ok i got to go~ BYE BYE! Par Jae Hyun ♥

Mabuhay!! *since when i greet in Philippines?* haha~3 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri~cant wait xD but im a sad cause i will get my pay on the 15 September T-T i wanna buy make up!!now i have to use my sis make up first -_- hmm today i ate beef Kicap and stir-fried bean sprout and hot dogs :D nice!and my drink was,non-carbonated fruitade and milk coffee ^^ i also ate some prunes :d yummy~today afternoon we watched DVD,Cirque Du Freak:Vampire Assistant~AWESOME MAN!! Its about vampires,vampaneze and some people known as Freaks~for vampaneze,they kill whomever they feed on and that is why they are stronger~unlike vampires~both vampires and vampaneze can flit~but i prefer vampires LOL! you guys have to watch it cause i kinda remember only the lead actor :D you have to check out Chris Massoglia!!he's hot and funny and he's only 18 xD hmm my sister wanna to buy XBOX KINECT so badly~but it says it will be released November 2010~i want it too!! cause i wanna play Kinectimal!! kawaii much!! ♥ OK gtg now bye bye!!

today is Hyun Seung Birthday!

Wow! today is Hyun Seung Birthday!!! SAENG IL CHUK HAMNIDA!! ^^ wow so he will be 21 now :DD aww you are getting older~LOL well lets talk about today..hmm i've been helping my mum to bake cookies for Hari Raya celebrations~well it turn out well~haha i will upload pictures soon~then after that i went online and check my Facebook and Twitter~facebook nothing to update~BORING!i wanna check my pets society but im too lazy to play -_- i wish my fruit is there :D haha nothing much to update now~bye bye! ♥

mamma mia!

hello! currently im listening to Seoul.fm~and i love to chat at seoul.fm..i made great friends~and today kamiko didnt when online~T-T i wanna chat with her~~~well okay maybe she's busy~hmm im in love with Narsha song Mamma Mia now! it's because she rap in that song and you know i love rap songs >.< and her make up is awesome!but i don't like it when she kiss with the caucasian!! -_-; i just wanna her to sing only!! :DD btw i watch Kuroshitsuji 2 ep 9 already and i am so disappointed! Ciel dislike Sebastian T-T STUPID CLAUDE!! BAKA!!! HOW COULD YOU HYPNOTIZE CIEL TO BE YOURS!! I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING YOU IN THE FACE!! AND SEBASTIAN,I KNOW YOU WILL DO SOMETHING!! ♥

-.-

Hello! wahh cant wait for Hari raya!! ahahahha! 2 weeks more!! im looking forward to it cause we will celebrating at my Aunt's new house!!its 2 storey banglow~woooo and im also excited cause my Raya clothes also nice~ ♥ i've been sneezing these days man~maybe its because my dad smoke in the house or too much dust went in my house? haha neither of them? nevermind that! haha my mum is not fasting(there's a reason) and she cook noodles T-T and now my stomach is rumbling!! whyyyyyy??? i'll make sure today i will eat that noodle!!muahahahha! Kalysta off day is on Sunday?so bored~~okay bye bye!

so itchy!! -_-;

Gyabo! hello! ^________^ ahh today is so cold and i like it~and its during the fasting month ♥ im sorry Kalysta,i didn't go out with you~next time we meet okay?hehe hope you are not mad~well its true that last time i saw Suhana at Dorothy Perkins~haha so its her~i didnt know~but its good that she told me~well today my rabbit bit me T-T i gave her some a cabbage and as i was pushing the cabbage in,she was too greedy and bite my finger~~bad rabbit!LOL!well next time i will give her the palettes instead! talk about my rabbit,her finger nails is so freaking long!! haha look like ghost! O_O nahh

oh i wish i meet him,Ho Jun Yeon (pictures above) I WANNA SEE HOW PERFECT IS HIS SKIN!! and he wear mascara~LOL! ok bye bye now! ♥

o.o

Good evening!! ^^ its been days since i update my blog ne? :D well im too tired to update because im fasting~~haha well i've start working back at Action City cause the part-timer have school or something~well good thing i'm working ^-^ so i have money!! the guy in the clothes shop that i always see him is not working anymore? hmm curious~but he's good to look at LOL! but nvm i saw lot of hotties hehehe! i make new friends~she's 22 but look young~and her behaviour is like Nancy~i miss Nancy T-T she's clumsy and helpful :D and she really need to read english dictionary :) okay i'm so tired now!GOODNIGHT! ♥

merong!

Hello~ ♥ thursday come faster!! T-T well these days i've been bullied by words~and i'm not the only one who is always wrong~god knows everything and i know i'm wrong~but why? well maybe my life start from the worst~who knows i will become a better person right?hmm yeah~but i know i won't be forgiven if my mum didn't get her money back..okay ARASO! i'm so sick and my backbone is in pain T-T but who cares right?i'm gonna say that i'm a loner~i cry to myself and i tell my problems to myself~and last time,i talk to my cat~but now..he ran away~then i talk to my reflection~that is why when last time,someone hug me,i cried cause i'm touched that finally someone will hug me~why am i writing all this?it's because im upset and people keep point finger at me as if i kill someone or rob someone~i'm just gonna say that things gonna change soon~SOON! and guess what my head is still in pain~but when i say that,people dont trust me..as if i'm lying~suits them..okay my vision is bur now~~gtg BYE BYE! T-T

fuwa fuwa!

Hello! it's been 6 days since we fast!! :D today i share you Rain and Junho photo!! They look alike~but Rain hotter i guess?hehehe! well today i wake up at 10:30 then when i was about to go out to take a bath, there's a guest?! so i waited in my room and i saw my drawing..it was Sebastian Michaelis from Kuroshitsuji!! i took my marker and start to outline it!! then bring out my colour pencils and start on colouring and the result is..... TADA! isn't he hot? hehe yes he is!! after that, i went out to bath then went online..watch Yumeiro Patissiere~ Kashino is so cute and Koshiro, hands off Kashino LOL! then i went to check Facebook..ok that's all..check the time,hmm 4 hours more to go~Bye Bye!

o.o

Konbanwa minna! ^-^ Hazu desu~ haha oh GUESS WHAT? Kim Hyung Joon is coming to Singapore!! but we are fasting~=.=; oh man you are so handsome!! cant help it~~and BEAST and 4minute is here already! so unfair!! Singapore has now become a part of South Korea~hahaha! *shake head* well got to go now~my nose is so itchy! irritating ne?

pretty friends

Hello! ATTENTION! hahaha!today's topic is about my friends!! they are so pretty and i envy them!! unlike me,i'm not that pretty T-T but i'm pretty good at drawing ^-^ First picture is Kalysta ♥ she's pretty and adorable~she's good at shading :D and good at fashion~she knows how to make people laugh..her ideal boyfriend is Park Ji Ho and Usui(noooo both are my ideal boyfriend too D:) haha! Second picture is my new friend,Annie!! We met at crunchyroll~she's cute and she's younger than i do~she have a cat and i love her cat too ♥ ooh and she loves KAT-TUN very much xD and i love her hair too~ Last picture is my pretty and cute girlfriend ♥ !! i miss you Sheary and your jokes xD You are so cute and i love your eyes~and when are you free?LOL! stay pretty always! and to Kalysta gain more weight i wonder if u gain weight..maybe you look prettier? :DD ok bye now! ♥

보고싶어요

Hello (-_-) second day of fasting today and im so sleepy~feel like sleeping but i don't want!^-^ well actually i miss two things right now that is Enma Ai and U-KISS~it's been long since i watch Jigoku Shoujo and U-KISS~it's because U-KISS don't have new songs and Jigoku Shoujo new season is not out yet~U-KISS!! i hope you will have a new songs!! and new reality shows :DD For Jigoku Shoujo,i want the writer and artist to start writing and drawing for the new season please?so that i can hear "ippen shindemiru" again from Mamiko Noto :DD Ouh i'm so glad that Kimi ni todoke live action trailer is out(there's 2 trailer btw) wow Tabe Mikako hair is so silky and her voice is similar to Mamiko Noto voice xD but Mamiko is prettier i guess?haha! (no offence) ok here's the trailer~i love Kurumi's hair ♥

아름다운 해변

Hello! i just got back from Malaysia yesterday afternoon~~well where should i start first?

okay like this,when we arrive at our kampung,we unload our things from the car..then meet my aunty~THEN she cook asam pedas for us!! omg that is so delicious~but at that time i cant eat cause i'm still sick T-T then we go to sleep...............Next morning we had nasi lemak as breakfast~then in the evening we go to the beach!!! well there's a picture there~after spending a day at the beach,we went to eat keropok lekor at nearby coffee shop~delicious!!but i dont like the seller cause she look glum -.-; haha! Then we head home,my sister drive btw ^-^ skip skip to the next day..int the evening,we went to buy some food at "Lu Miao" the mini mart~we bought this we bought that then my cousin want to buy burger then we also buy some and the burger is soooooooo DELICIOUS!! the patty have extra spice and its juicy~then the bun is crispy *drools* i wish the burger is here~~~then the next day,we go home~~and bought raw keropok lekor ^-^ and my cousin,Aiman crying because he dont want us to go home~awww we will come back on Hari raya~~:DD ok thats all for today! ♥