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Seeing other people's happiness is killing me because I'm feeling like shit. where do i go wrong? regret? oh yes :( what have i done. I'm on my own now. its hard for me. I'm just a bother to everyone. I'm just annoying to everyone. people hated me. I'm weak and useless. i don't know why negative thoughts is in my mind now. I guess there's no other ways to feel better.

Don't judge me.

Take a moment to read. I know i have my own mistakes but im a person i am like others too. I hate it when people treating me in a way that i can't accept. Do you ever think treating me this way will help me to change? It won't. When i cried, they called me a crybaby. Really?! Yes i am cause i need to let go of this emotions sometimes. I am not joking when i say that i need to cry. I wish people would understand me. That is why i cried when the night comes or when there's no one. Its silly but its better to let me be alone. No i don't cry over the breakup thingy. I love you all my friends and families no matter how much you guys have hated me behind my back. I am adapting to my new life. Thank you.